Showing posts with label Ten Weeks Since My Brother's Suicide. Show all posts
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Sunday, February 14, 2010

Anxiety Interlude

I need to keep my post short this week. My anxiety has been through the roof for the past few days, so I don’t want to feed it any more than necessary. My problems with anxiety are difficult to explain.

My body must be having a delayed reaction to the stress of two months ago. I wondered why am I panicking all of a sudden. But of course I know why. It’s been arriving in bits and pieces since Mike died, and I’m scared that there is more to come.